Miserable

Miserable skin description

Credit to Livv for lots, inspiration, and color. Go sub to her! i've been writing my own songs lately Weaken from my limbs to my core. Sick and decrepit inside. Mother doesn't love us kids like she used to, bleeding from our hearts. Neglection just taste the same, as any old sadness and harsh pain. Why do i feel the words crawling up my throat? But they never escape? Peeking down the hallway, listening through the walls. "Momma what are you doing" but she doesn't care, as she walks out the door. Dreaming about a good fate, trying to reach those beautiful colors. But when you are not supported you are practically blind from the colors you once saw. Fear and intimidation. Those are the only things that, bother to visit me, "the colors i once dreamed of where did they go? Who took them away?" One father after another, not knowing, which one to go to anymore? Maybe one of them died, but what do i care? I have lost my trust. Listening for some instructions. Where should i even, go from here? To be honest, i don't see a future for me. Looks like i should just hold my breath, and never let go. "It's so hard to breath but maybe that is better for me" another life was lost.