Thank You | 100 Subscribers

Thank You | 100 Subscribers skin description

gNh i really don't deserve 100 subscribers but thank you all so much i really have 0 idea to why you subscribed to me but it means a lot to me that you did Version without the Ty on the back: i dont know what to title this :')i wont be posting anything for a good amount of time probably not for over a month (unless i think of a skin or make one and dont want someone taking it) longish explanation for those who might care or be curious first off, i really dont want to talk to anyone about this, ik you might be concerned but theres a 99.9% chance i wont tell you even if i know and trust you and if i have messaged you about how i feel please dont say anything about it in comments if you are close to me and want to talk just pm me thank you ever since summer vacation started i really haven't felt "okay" but i wasn't as bad as i was now, so then i could make skins and feel okay or even be proud of them. but over this past week i've only been feeling worse. i nearly didnt even post this skin but i forced myself to even though i despise this skin because really wanted to thank you all for 100 subscribers. i have no confidence in my skinning or myself. over this past week, i've started making 10-ish skins, give or take but all 10 i've deleted when i was midway through. basically whatever movitation, confidence, or inspiration that i once had is nonexistent now which means there wont be skins for a long time, nor will there be blogs or things like that i really have no idea what to do both with skinning and how i feel i just need time to think or something im not even going to bother spell checking this sorry please dont diamond/favorite this if you "feel bad" for me please dont subscribe to me if you "feel bad" for me please dont do anything like that if you "feel bad" for me please dont comment on this skin or any other of my skins trying to motivate me or to "make me feel better." i know i can disable comments, but its pointless to. people will either pm me or comment on other posts saying what they want to. if you really, genuinenly like this skin do what you think is right i DONT need the things listed above, I JUST NEED TIME TO THINK i didnt make this so gain anything i added this so people who might "care" about me and what i do would know why i wont be posting anything for awhile and they wont comment on my other skins and pming me asking where i am NOT SO THAT I'D BENEFIT FROM PEOPLES EMOTIONS